every time I meet a new friend or get kinda close to someone (a female) I think “maybe she’ll be my bridesmaid.” Then if we stop being close or they do something bad I take them off my bridesmaid list, like revenge I’m getting.

DON’T EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND YET. 

and I’m so content with it.

but for some reason I have a running bridesmaid-list in my head. right now I’m up to 3 definities, 1 potential, and 1 I just took off the list. it seems like I’m suuper excited to get married but I’m not. (I just like making lists)