I am full of so many emotions this morning it’s overwhelming. The guy from yesterday told me that he is “dumbfounded by my wheelchair” and doesn’t even talk to me anymore I am so confused. TWO of my friends got engaged this weekend and I’m still the loneliest person. I got so sad jealous watching Drew on stage at church jumping around that I couldn’t look at him the whole time. And Achilles Jones started eating the living room chair and I’m scared about that. 
I 
hope 
that this is PMS and it’ll go away soon.

also writing this out made me feel better. shucks