recently it has really hit me and really made me so upset to think that I won’t be able to walk/stand up for my wedding. that means that I won’t be able to properly dance with my dad at my reception and that breaks. my. heart. 

but then today! this happened.

http://www.nbc12.com/story/25188908/four-paraplegic-men-voluntarily-move-their-legs-an-unprecedented-breakthrough-for-paralysis-community

and I am overwhelmed. this is what I’ve been working so hard for 8 years to be ready for. it’s happening, it’s happening! 100% re-motivated. I will be able to dance at my wedding I know I will