Still, 4 months later, I sometimes forget that Malachi is real and MINE and sleeping in the other room. So I get to remember and be so excited again. This happens first thing in the morning or after he takes a [annoyingly] long nap. It’s the best, it’s the same thing I felt when I used to go through a breakup (I forget that I’m single again, I have to remember, I’m sad), except OPPOSITE.