When I go into Malachi’s room in the morning and he’s sleeping soundly, I still have a tiiiny inkling of fear that he’s not breathing and is dead. So I wonder when that’ll go away

special shoutout to being a girl and making girl friends because I can tell them I love them within 4 hours of meeting them and it’s not taken wrong, weird at all, or moving too fast. Just friendly love! that I fall into sometimes instantly but I’m FREE TO