My 2019 resolution change was to stop caring too much and say no to people and stand up for myself.
I KNOW THESE ARE SILLY but today: I transferred into a chair at church and out my foot on my wheelchair seat because it was more comfortable. Looked weird, didn’t care.
Then I told a man who was making me uncomfortable to stop. Saying no & standing up for myself.
(off to a good start) !
Mom ate a snack 6 days ago so we call her “Snackhead” now and she responds to it. tiny victories
I’m thankful to vacation from virginia where everyone had bad breath the last week I was there (what’s UP with that)
my nighttime ritual has become eating 700 tortilla chips before brushing my teeth. no matter what time it is, 700 tortillas. what is wrong with me
I’m going to Florida for 2 months and I TRYING NOT TO have a Last Day of School mentality (“it doesn’t matter because I’ll be gone soon anyway”) but it’s super hard. best not to go on any more dates until I leave but I’m doingitanyway hahaha
underneath the face cradle of the massage table is a puddle of snot that dripped from my nose. am I cute
Having a boyfriend/fiancé/husband is GREATANDEVERYTHING, but better is getting the bedroom (on vacation) with two double beds and jumping back and forth (one for when I take a shower before bed, one for shower during the day).
Achilles moves to the other bed in the middle of the night, though, and that makes me angry
Today to [to the airport though] I’m wearing a shirt from my 5th grade graduation field day and it fits great. What does this mean?
(I have the body of a 5th grader)
I told a guy on a dating app that I wrote a comic book and he said “I will come over and read your book while you make me dinner.”
HAHAhaha no. what (buy the book) (I don’t cook)
** finding balance between being v friendly with my neighbors and greeting them when they walk past
or
being able to sit on my front porch with no pants on and not get caught. Karen (human) and Oliver (dog) almost just caught me but I am crafty
I’ve never woken up because laughing at dream before but this morning I did and it was about something I did so I don’t know if that makes me very funny or very annoying
(dream was i was in a v long line at the DMV so I covered myself in Vaseline and slithered out of door like a snake)
a boy just offered to cook a yam (??) for me
“I am really good at it”
“I really love kitchen lol”
“yam before thanksgiving lol”
So there’s an update on my dating life.
(I will nOT be eating yam with this boy)
Literally every time I go to James River Winery I’m with a different boy. I wonder what they think I’m doing? (it’s my first date go-to). Tonight is round 4
I decided at 1am tonight that I’m mad at all of my ex boyfriends and I don’t want to be friends with them anymore. why did this take so long, spanning over a decade. is that how long it takes me to be angry at people IS THIS A PROBLEM or am I just in a bad mood