I met Christopher 22 months ago, we’ve been engaged for 10 months, I’m getting married to him in 1.5 months, and he taught me how to say his last name last night. I don’t remember how to say it right but soon it’ll be mine! heeere we go
I thought I was changed for the better with my eating habits but then I was on my own for dinner tonight and I ate: banana, peanut butter, 2 cups of Raisin Nut Bran, like 50 Doritos, and I brushed my teeth to stop from eating an Oreo because I wanted it so much. I am 12
Two things I don’t like:
1. The term “best friend.” Even if I don’t want to be best friends with the person saying that, it makes me feel on the outside and also like I want to be their best friend just so I can be the best, but I really actually don’t care but it’s a competitiveness thing.
2. When people do something then say “I just do that sometimes” like it’s something that needs to be said and also it seems like you’re bragging. Example: I went to lunch with someone today and he made a joke. I laughed so he said “sometimes I make jokes to make people laugh” and I stopped smiling immeeeediately. Don’t narrarate it if I was there
ok i’m done
Whenever I’m talking on video, I pull my chin up way too high and it looks so silly but I do it every time. Why! So I was on the news tonight and they asked me to look down at my drawing, probably because they remembered I do that or something.
Fun behind the scenes fact! Here’s my segment!
I had a veeery exciting day yesterday, then at night I was messaging a guy that I’m going on a podcast with to push it back an hour. Super boring and business-like conversation. But then I woke up with a response from him that said “omg what are you drinking??” HAHAHA oops
I made us banana bread for celebration for my big day today. So NATURALLY I ate 2 large peices of it and requested Chris to store it on top of the refrigerator where I can’t reach it.
But now
I just keep asking for him to get it down and he’s not saying no to me. help I used so much butter
I just bought myself an OREO sweatshirt that’s not supposed to arrive until April 28th - 4 days after my wedding. peeeeeeeerfect because that’s a wedding gift to myself (that no one would ever buy me, but I’m most happy about). stay tuned for pics
Chris and I both wear ear plugs now (Achilles smacks her lips too loud) and we talk before we go to bed but I can feel that I’m scream-talking at him so he must be scream-talking back to me. just imagine
Today I’m wearing my dads old shirt (it’s just blue and has the Superman “S” on the front) and he saw it, told me it’s from when he was in FIFTH GRADE. So I’m wearing Dad’s elementary school clothes cool cool cool
Achilles just started doing something cool. If we don’t clean up the cats turd from the litter box right away, she gets it out for us and puts it in the middle of my bedroom rug. Just letting us know!
The trailer for episode 1 of Date Me is OUT. Full episode link to come, in February, you have to wait
We also bought all new silverware so - and I’m not kidding - I laid awake excited about our new spoons. who am I
I’ve achieved something? I love my work so much that I dread the weekends now. Like, I dread them. I get bored and can’t wait for Monday morning.
I bought an iPad Pro to try reverse that and it comes today (literally losing sleep over my excitement) so maybe that’ll help. Also, no money left
I drank carbonation (carbonated water) for the first time in maybe 15 years, and I couldn’t belieeve how my body was acting: BURPIN, FARTIN (jk jk), and HICCUPIN (also my nose is burning and I’m shaking. it’s normal?). I drank it at a business meeting, so I had to hide it all. so funny
Something I’ve learned —
allll I want is a “thank you.” I can fold a load of laundry, empty dishwasher, and vacuum the floors and alllll I want us a “thank you” and I’m fully satisfied. it’s so easy. why don’t people
I started counting calories (because Chris is doing it and also it feels right when my wedding is in 4 months) and it is SO MUCH FUN. (to see how malnourished I actually am, but it’s ok)