I got the vaccine so I’m sick today and Chris just made me a fruit plate. I can’t belieeeeeeeeve I get to marry this guy. I can’t believe my luck
Dad wants our first dance to be The Climb by Hannah Montana. My father is a 13 year old girl from 2008
All day I’ve been reintroducing myself to Achilles as Patrick. Alsoooooo I’m getting married in 19 days. There’s finally a “1” in the number!!!
All winter I’ve been playing a game with Christopher/really only myself that I try to wipe the snot from my nose on my sleeve without him seeing. Not sure if he has caught me yet and I don’t wanna ask. I’ll never 🎶 grow up. I’ll never 🎶 grow up
[I’m nooooooooot pregnant, but] when I shop for clothes now, I keep thinking “will I be able to wear this when I get [baby] fat?” So I just bought 3 new shirts that I can wear when I’m fatter. Economical!
I’ve been writing my vows since before Christopher proposed to me and I just finisheddddd. He’s not home so I’ve read them aloud many times so I can memorize them and also not cry while I read them at our wedding. I’ve done nothing productive except eat and finish my vows all weekend but ARENT WE proud of me!!
Chris is at his bachelor party this weekend, so I have no accountability:
· just bought 5 shirts that I DON’T NEED (we’re getting married & building a house. stop spending money, girl)
· skipped dinner (yeeeees finally)
· mailed a wedding invitation to Mila Kunis, Kevin Jonas, and Kenny Loggins. (it’s worth a shot?) I used to know Kevin, so he’s the only one with potential. don’t say I didn’t try
· I’m going to try to stay up past 11 tonight!!!!
Notice: all of the ballpoint pens at my office desk have been used to get food out of my teeth at some point
a Dunkin Donuts just opened by our house so i surprise Chris with donuts sometimes, Chris surprises me with donuts sometimes. It’s a cute but very unhealthy thing we do to show our love
I met Christopher 22 months ago, we’ve been engaged for 10 months, I’m getting married to him in 1.5 months, and he taught me how to say his last name last night. I don’t remember how to say it right but soon it’ll be mine! heeere we go
I thought I was changed for the better with my eating habits but then I was on my own for dinner tonight and I ate: banana, peanut butter, 2 cups of Raisin Nut Bran, like 50 Doritos, and I brushed my teeth to stop from eating an Oreo because I wanted it so much. I am 12
Two things I don’t like:
1. The term “best friend.” Even if I don’t want to be best friends with the person saying that, it makes me feel on the outside and also like I want to be their best friend just so I can be the best, but I really actually don’t care but it’s a competitiveness thing.
2. When people do something then say “I just do that sometimes” like it’s something that needs to be said and also it seems like you’re bragging. Example: I went to lunch with someone today and he made a joke. I laughed so he said “sometimes I make jokes to make people laugh” and I stopped smiling immeeeediately. Don’t narrarate it if I was there
ok i’m done
Whenever I’m talking on video, I pull my chin up way too high and it looks so silly but I do it every time. Why! So I was on the news tonight and they asked me to look down at my drawing, probably because they remembered I do that or something.
Fun behind the scenes fact! Here’s my segment!
I had a veeery exciting day yesterday, then at night I was messaging a guy that I’m going on a podcast with to push it back an hour. Super boring and business-like conversation. But then I woke up with a response from him that said “omg what are you drinking??” HAHAHA oops
I made us banana bread for celebration for my big day today. So NATURALLY I ate 2 large peices of it and requested Chris to store it on top of the refrigerator where I can’t reach it.
But now
I just keep asking for him to get it down and he’s not saying no to me. help I used so much butter
I just bought myself an OREO sweatshirt that’s not supposed to arrive until April 28th - 4 days after my wedding. peeeeeeeerfect because that’s a wedding gift to myself (that no one would ever buy me, but I’m most happy about). stay tuned for pics